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I cant remember when art drew me in. I do know it was my release from the real world. As I was growing up, I would pull a sheet of paper out ,using what ever I had for a medium .I'd face down and cover every inch both front and back with twisted cartoons and symbels of my rage and disappointment in life. I wasnt very good, not like I am a master now, but my art was ruff as sand paper. My folks thought it was a gift and sent me to art school early on. That too was a disappointment. The "Teacher " gave me a broom and for the first few classes I sweep his studio. So I didnt return after a couple more times. My art at that time was not something used to better myself, more like a place to let my hate go. I dont think my folks understood my art then and I dont think they understand it now.We're past that point and I dont hold it against them, thier just simple folkafter all. Most of my "Art" is painful memories that need  to be told. They are dreams and thoughts ,feeling and ideas that float thru my head daily. Its hard to produce a "good work" for its painful . I'm not sure if you'd understand. My mind is flying with visions and ideas, trapped and wanting out. The paper and pencils try to re-inact what my mind is telling them to do. However if I go to long with out creating something my mind fills to the brim with hate and angier ,so its a never ending road. Like I said I cant remeber when art go a hold of me, however I know were its taking me... Until next time nice to meet you.

 

Sincerely, CWR


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Posted on 10/08/2006 11:26 AM Visits: 6
mailmandeliver: 12/26/2006 3:34 PM
Good afternoon to you all. I hope your winter holidays here in the states were happy and comforting, also I give a special greeting to those that are far from their homes at this time of year. As you know some of us celebrated Christmas this last week, I loved it ,every second was happy and everyone that surrounded us felt the same. So anyway the gifts I received has once again turned over a new leaf in my passion for art. Let me explain, I have always expressed myself through art, using the normal “mediums” to a chieve my goal. However I was injured 4 odd years ago, and art has become my main focu s. I have studied as much as I’ve be able t o, and drew from some of the greatest master of my time and beyond. It has become a grand trip, my eyes opened to so many new things . Each year I brought something new into m y life that helped me create what my mind h ad to say. First I found that the pencil can create more then the mere sketch. A grea t tool for observing on the quick, but equal for the finished work. I next found Pastel calk, by mistake. .Along with what I’ve g ained from my new friend graphite, pastels gave color to my visions. Then charcoal , watercolors, wood, metal, etc. I began to draw complements ,which soon turned to fanfa re. My art turned from my expression to a con sortium of expressions from my mentors and followers. I keep to a path as best as I could ,but influence and sheer curiosit y has made me roam a good bite of the time. S now I have received a gift that has once aga in changed my views, and it has me sleeples s with anticipation. The strange thing , I’m not sure if its just me, is that all m y work has changed. Even before I’ve place d one stroke of paint to canvas my studies h ave become different. Its like they are gar bage or failed attempts by a mad scientist. T he new gift I received is Oil.... What a grea but scary thing. I’ve never laid oil to ca nvas ever, and I cant wait. With this gift , I’ve received everything I’d need ,all th e brushes, 25 colors ,canvas, thinners , the lot. However I’m afraid to start, whe re to begin. I’m afraid that once I start I’l die in the water, unable to produce my dre am. Unable to express myself where others wil see my thoughts and enjoy the work... So I guess I’d like to know, after all this rambl ing . How do you know when your ready to ta ke that next BIG step..........

Sincerely,

CWR
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